I found this amazing jumper in Missguided last week which says ‘he’ll figure it out’ and it prompted me to switch he’ll to she’ll, she’ll figure it out.
She’s young, she’s beautiful, she’s not sure what she wants in her life, she doesn’t want to be stuck in a boring routine so she goes out most nights or keeps herself busy in the evenings because it distracts her from the reality. She’s full of excitement and potential but it’s sidetracked by her shit job. She often feels uneducated especially when she has to meet new people, she constantly wonders what they’ll think of her and she compares herself to others online, although she knows she can’t see behind closed doors of other people’s lives. She gets caught up in thinking that she’s worth more than her daily activities but doesn’t know how to get out of it or what to do.
She’ll figure it out.
For the first time, I feel like I have a purpose, I have something to work for and I know why I’m doing it. It’s important for people to know that, it’s okay not to know what you’re doing, it’s okay to just go with the flow and let whatever happens, happen. I have worked so many awful jobs.. in fact, I can’t particularly think of one which was good. In all of them, I felt like I was a peasant, serving people of wealth whilst struggling. Every day, I felt like my soul was just being ruined, sounds so silly but constantly being spoken down to in a work environment isn’t healthy, all the time I just wanted to tell them to fuck off but the reality was I had to pay my rent. You have to do what you have to do.
We forget that it’s okay, it’s okay if you love your 9-5 job, it’s okay to feel like you don’t know what you’re doing, it’s okay to feel like there is something you know you can work hard on but you aren’t sure what that is yet. Your happiness right now is the most important thing.
You’ll figure it out.